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10月27日

Fire Your Passion!

 

“Jin Da … Come on!” Yu Chen was walking towards me with an exuberant beam, greeting me with an overwhelming hug. I was still in a daze when I wriggled out of her hug and was not aware that I had been hoaxed. Just during the few seconds of the forceful hug, the front half of my PE tee had become wet – because her shirt was totally soaked!

 

Instead of getting annoyed, I was touched by her enthusiasm. She was on her way back from the games, and I was on my way to. Doubtlessly, she had enjoyed her games. How about mine? I was not excited at all. To tell the truth, I never have much interest in sports. In this case, it was worse for the games going on were floorball, which I had hated since the term we started to learn it. It was all about a group of crazy people wielding the clubs, running after an orange-sized white ball.

 

Soon the game was about to start. I made a cursory glance at the whole hall and found DU WEI JIE JIE and DA YIN MO were waiting aside lethargically, with an air of scorn. A sudden sense of empathy struck me. It is a common trait of us PRCs. The 9-year education in China has shaped us into a way so pragmatic that the only thing we care about is academic performance. Excess attention on academic achievement has stripped us of passion about all other things. As a result, we are not able to appreciate and enjoy the colorful campus life here. We groan and we complain everyday, about the futility of these activities, and how they are a waste of time.  From the first minute a school day starts, we have already been counting how many hours are left to the end of the lessons. We are very eager to escape from this vigorous crowd, and then shut ourselves up in the cozy room, revel in the indulgent world of our own, in which the computer is our only friend. In a way, we have never really merged into the local life. Some inherent bad qualities are holding us strongly like a magnetic field, preventing us from entering another cultural circle. Maybe it is due to the way we were reared in China, where the education system is totally lopsided, paying excessive stress on academic performance, but lacking attention on the development of certain very important qualities, like teamwork, self-sacrifice, and sport spirits. In my memory, I have hardly played sports in my years in China. For three years, I spent every activity lesson in my classroom with the other girls, who were also nonchalant about sports, chitchatting or cramming for my homework. Though sometimes we were crazy about watching boys playing basketball, the enthusiasm was not on the game itself, but rather the “boys”.
 
In fact, I used to admire those who are good at sports. I was often touched by their passion, resilience, and fighting spirits revealed in the games. Life should be like that, full of energy and passion. I felt pity for myself for I could never be a sport person. However, the transient sensitivity would soon be stifled by sense because of the thought that I was better at academics. Anyway, reality is stark. Games will always end, and we have to come back to reality. The reality is that the education system in China does not put much emphasis on students’ aptitudes in sports. Those who excel in sports are often treated as unintelligent and are thus ignored. The only opportunity for them to shine is the time of the annual competitions, which are soon forgotten by people when the competitions end and the life returns to its normal track.
 
It is after I came to Singapore that I have realiased that sports did do us good. The ministry of education in Singapore is not being foolish by designing such a curriculum which deploys a large lump of time for students to develop characteristics like teamwork and tolerance through sports. I begin to understand why our national football team can never go further in the World Cup. It is a shortcoming at nationally level that is rooted in our culture, values and the current system. From my classmates, I see their real passion for the games. They truly enjoy themselves in what they are doing, and this has made their life more fulfilling. Also, I find that they tend to be more resilient when confronting hardship because they know the meaning of life lies in the numerous challenges and overcoming challenges. They are more energetic and optimistic, enjoying everyday life with a heart full of enthusiasm and fortitude. It is unfortunate of me to have lost such a big fun of life and may continue to lose.

 

To me, the impending games would be a pain. I was really reluctant to play, maybe more because of the fear that I would not perform well in the game and hence would make my class lose face. Before the game, I told our captain that I did not want to play, and I could do logistics for the other players by cheering for them and serving them drinking water. Out of my expectation, she refused. She said that it was only a game, and as a member of the team, I must participate. I did not have to worry about the results. Finally, I was persuaded and I decided to go ahead.

 

Our team consisted of seven players, including me, and nearly all the other six were from sport CCAs and were excellent players. But for every match, only five out of us seven were allowed to participate. My team members seemed to have captured the fear in my eyes and they behaved really encouragingly. Before each match, they would ask me which role I would like to play, either defender or attacker, and they would ensure I played no less than any other players. For the last game, I was extremely moved because Nicola, the major player, decided to leave the place to me so that I could play in the game as much as she did. I knew how keen she was to play in the game, but she knew how significant the few minutes to me. She was really a lovely girl!

 

 As the game started, I totally devoted myself into it. All of us were playing very hard, and when our goal was threatened, the center players always came down to help me. Soon, I began to enjoy what I was doing, the every moment of heart-jerking and stomach-churning, and the very feeling of scare and excitement. Upon every goal of our team, rapture bubbled through me as if I was the star who had scored the goal. On the other hand, I became more involved and ran actively to obstruct the attackers of the other team from approaching our goalpost. I saved several goals and I really felt proud of myself at those moments.

 

In the end, we came to a second out of the four teams. The result was not so satisfactory, but we had tried our best. There was a long moment of silence after the results were announced. All of us might be feeling pity at the bottom of our hearts, but none of us said anything. Soon, everyone had recovered from the short sadness and devoted ourselves into the fun playing again! How passionate we were!

 

The day was a warm day to me. For the first time in my life, I was truly attached to a sport game and had enjoyed myself. Thanks to my dear teammates, I have changed my attitude towards sports. They have taught me how to pursue a goal with passion and perseverance, and at the same time enjoy myself.  They have helped me get back my passion about games and activities. They have also made me realise that how delightful it is to be truly engaged in social activities.

 

 I have proven to myself that I can play sports, and I can enjoy it with passion. The most important thing is -- to fire your passion, about sports, about studies, about everything in life!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
10月26日

我有space喽!

哈哈,真是太阳从西边出来了,我居然也有space了 。。。
算起来,七匹狼里面就差我一个了。
从来不是一个跟风随俗的人,所以当身边的好朋友纷纷开了个人空间以后,我却迟迟没有心动。
不过,最近,真的心动了。。发自内心的心动了哦。。。
因为时常有很多感触,如果不记下来,让它悄悄溜走就太便宜它了。。。
可是日记本太木了,怎么都不肯回应我,让我都没有motivation了。。。
所以就变得越来越懒了,我的笔要是再不动一动,就要生锈了,接下来就轮到脑子了。。。
 
my sapce... is a corner of my mind...
想什么就写什么,书写心情,和大家一起分享,其实是很幸福的事呢。。。
就这样,我的空间诞生了。。。
 
但愿在我的空间,记录的是一些真诚、有内涵的东西。。。。
即使是琐碎的点滴,也让人温馨感动。。。
在这喧嚣的凡尘俗世,偶尔吹来一阵清新凉爽的风,也能让我觉得生活好美好。。。
 
不罗嗦了。。。
Step into my space, let's share our stories...
生活在继续,让我们的故事也继续。。。。眨眼